Glow In The Dark Cycling Class 1

This morning, at 9:15 am, I went to my first Cycling Class with Mom. It was pretty awesome because it was with black lights so if you wore an awesome color like white or yellow you were a human glow stick.

I have to admit this class was probably one of the most difficult things I have experienced in the fitness world. And I was a gymnast for 8/9 years! I literally puked half way through. And just FYI don't drink coffee before because if you do chuck, you'll be tasting coffee grounds and bile for the rest of the time. I am going to make an excuse for myself and my weak self because I am not completely over the flu and decided to do this.

And I don't think you people understand the severity in which my ass was handed to me! Let me lay it out for you. First row, second person over: pregnant lady. Second row, fourth fifth and sixth people over: old timers. Last row, right next to me: my mom. They ALL kept up with the instructor. Yes, I was humiliated by a pregnant lady and old people...

It was so funny though, because before we got started with the class my mom was telling me how not to put my phone right under my handle bars and have a towel ready because YOU WILL SWEAT. And I explained to her that I do not sweat or at least I do not sweat a lot. The most I've ever sweat would be a light perspiration film down my back and that's always how it has been. My mom didn't believe me though. She said no you will sweat just you see. After the class my mom was quite surprised to see that I was indeed not dripping with skin pee.

Also, I got these awesome acai energy chews. I have eaten about 15 of them. They're delicioso.

 

 

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El Diablo

I would like to explain to all of you that, I have many "Me's" that reside in this tiny body of awesomeness. And today I would like to introduce you to one of my favored, I guess we can call personalities. I like to call her El Diablo. Now El Diablo is a hard character to explain. Basically, no one likes it when she comes out to play. ED is mean, hardly cries and takes joy in making others miserable or saying things to make them miserable because she nows she is always right. She is also a pretty awesome cook. ED is not very good at taking turns so Nice AJ doesn't get to bathe everyone in her sweet presence a mojority of the time but we are working on it. One thing I have to say that is going for her is ED loves her little hell hounds with all of her crusty, black grinch heart.

Tonight ED is pushing thru extra hard. Some things have occured in the past hour which makes me want to make everyone upset because unfortunately it is nothing in which I can control. And at this point in time I think it wise not to share what events have unfolded. I am sure you can tell, though, it is upsetting. ED has said some things that Nice AJ and Reasonable AJ find, well, mean and unreasonable. I don't know where exactly I was going to go with this but I thought this phase of seeing red was a good opportunity to introduce you to some of my crazy and bore you with some of my ranting.

When I think of more to say, I will update.. good night.

Because I am a girl.

So hopefully by now all my readers... if there are any of you out there, have realized that I am a female. I am a girl. And being this gender brings a lot of hormones, taking small matters and stretching them far beyond, being melodramatic. Anyways you get the idea. So I am going to take this moment and be just that, crazy.

Recently, and I am sure it was said with genuine 'intentions', but recently I was informed that I "have gotten hot". Now maybe I shouldn't be conceited but I never realized that I was at one point not appealing to the eyes. I mean I am no Victoria's Secret model but I sure as heck am no Jocelyn Wildenstein. I've gone through the awkward middle school stage and yes I did have "adult" braces being it I was 18 when I got them but I have always tried to and have taken pride in my appearance.

I don't know why I am so urcked by this statement but it really got under my skin.

This would be ugly me:

And this would be now:

 

Thank goodness I out grew that grossness!

 

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I got that Celiac, Celiac Sadness.

My mother has a friend that recently got tested for Celiac Disease. And they were talking about the symptoms she had before getting diagnosed.

Some included anemia, abdominal bloating and pain and depression. Which I have had all three symptoms. So I went online and did a little check list just to make sure that I wasn't just making myself think I had this. There's a good amount checked off so right now I am debating whether or not to go to the doctors and get tested.

I HATE getting blood drawn, I literally get nauseous and light headed thinking about the needle going into my skin. Getting blood drawn is just unnatural, even cavemen didn't do it. They knew better. Agh, I don't wanna get my blood drawn but I need to make sure that I don't have this so I can readjust my diet and everything else involved with being celiac. Poop.

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Lets Talk About SOA.

Obviously by reading my little subtitle, you can tell I am a little obsessed with SOA (Sons of Anarchy). For those of you who don't know what this show is about, it's about a motorcycle club that runs guns and other miscellaneous illegal dealings. It is awesome.

I have become attached. Like.....

....that's how much I love it.

One of my friends recently asked if he could borrow my season 4 DVD set and I have been avoiding his texts because honestly I don't know if I want to lend out my beloved show!! 1. Because the DVD sets are EXPENSIVE. And 2. Well, refer to picture above. Oh! And not only that he told me he doesn't like one of my favorite characters. Argh. I don't know if we can't agree on characters, if I can trust him with my show.

I know I had more to say about SOA but I can't think....

I have been kind if sick for the last few days that blogging has been quite difficult. My brain can't seem to think. There has been a couple events that have occurred and want to blog about but unfortunately you will have to wait until my brain can form sentences. See you all later!

 

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Ricky Update 1.

I can't remember if I had mentioned before but I had taken my dogs off of crunchy food and put them on soft Little Champions. They both have bad teeth and I thought the soft food would be better for them. Well after they switched to it (and it was a monster success, they have gotten into the trash a few times for the wrappers) I noticed that their coats have gotten shinier and it also seems to have helped with Ricky's weight loss.

We have recently run out of their Little Champions and have to wait until pay day (Tuesday) to stock up again. Anyways, switching back to crunchy food has been a little difficult rationing it correctly. Ricky and I did a weigh in a few minutes ago annnnd.....

Starting weight: 23 lbs.

Previous weight: 18.5 lbs.

Current weight: 18 lbs even.

So he has only lost a half pound this week. Which, honestly is not that bad. I am hoping to get him down to 12 or even 10 lbs by May. I hope to be able to maintain this weight as well. He does kind of make me nervous, though, I am not sure if it is because of old age or maybe his weight loss but the sides of his face are a bit more noticeably bony.

Well we are going to keep trying get Ricky to a reasonable weight and then we can work on maintaining a healthy doggy diet if the weight hits a plateau. Hopefully Thunder will be able to cut some weight as well.

 

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Irritated.

That's how I feel.

Irritated.

 

I have finally hooked the job that I have been wanting so badly. And I am also considering moving out in the fall because, now, I can financially. I am taking in the option if going back to school and getting my Bachelors Degree in Special Education instead of just having my certification. Right now is ME time. All I am concerned about it is me.

I am so f***ing sick of hearing the comments of getting a boyfriend. If I wanted to have a boyfriend, I would go out and get one. If I wanted to date, I would go out and date. Because I am not out there chasing every thing with two legs and junk doesn't make me a defect. I am just not that person who is boy crazy, wanting to be supported, to be married. I don't think marriage is even an option for me. Marriage has been so ruined it doesn't even sound appealing. I want to learn how to support myself before I even think about dating. It sounds crazy but stuff happens, and who knows.. I could end up really liking someone and possibly getting married. But by then I want to have had my ME time and be out of Alaska. Be ready to take another's feeling into consideration. Another's needs. The rest of my life I am going to be taking care of my children. Thinking about their wants, my boyfriend/ baby daddy/ possibly husbands wants. There will be no me.

I have seen some of my friends' relationships and sit there and think, thank god that isn't me. So obsessed and needy, having someone else take care of you. Yuck.

At this point in my life. I am the most important thing to me. I only care about me and me only.

....and my dogs, I love my dogs.

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